always be my baby to nicolash wahyu putranto

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

Do do doop
Do do doop do doop da dum
Do do doop dum
Do do doop do doop da dum

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

(I know that you'll be back boy)
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh
(I know that)
You'll be right back, baby
Well, baby believe me it's only a matter of time, time

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
(And we will linger on and on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh baby)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(No, no)

(You and I will always be)
And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(You and I)
No way you're never gonna shake me
(You and I)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

it's not over to nicolash wahyu putranto

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

get lost.. 031008 - 191009

gue putus sama nicho. dan itu karna dia suka ama cwe lain yang mirip sama gue. Tuhan cobaan apa lagi ini? knapa orang yang kusayangi begitu mudahnya berpaling dan pergi bersama perempuan lain? sudah banyak bgt yang gue korbanin buat dia tapi knapa dengan gamnpangnya dia pergi? ini gak adil buat gue! pengorbanan yang guie kasih ke dia, bisa kesaing gitu aja cuma karna ada cwe itu. oke gue tau dia ga bisa pacaran longdis, tapi knapa dia slalu ngeyakinin gue kalo kita tuh emang dah ditakdirin buat sama2. gue udah terlanjur sayang ama dia but "he dumping me like dish" (fiori's said) ohh God what happened? i wanna get him back, i wanna hold him and never let him go again, i wanna fly together with him, like yesterday.. God is it wrong if i love him? fiori's said : love is not about waiting but love is something we really belive and anything that makes your mate being happy. and maybe until the last time he still doesn't want to hurt you? or ,aybe he wants to find the best time to say itu to you? who knows? he's been too much and i don't like that. who does he think he is? a hero? nonsense!" she said that after i said "i never thought that i'm so strong, i stuck on him and wait so long" and did you know readers? nichp lebih mentingin bales sms itu cwe drpd gue. he said "emang kamu bisa nemenin hari2 aku? kamu tuh jauh flo" ahhh sedangkal itukah pikiran dia, dia ngorbanin semuanya, semua rasa sayang gue, hancurin hidup gue, mupusin semua harapan gue ke dia cuma karna 'jarak' argghhh he always take him way when everything is wrong. God, why you give me a lot of patient???

lost / 19 10 2009

i cant belive its over
i watched the whole thing fall
and i never saw the writing
that was on the wall
if i'd only knew
the days were slipping past
that the good things ever last
that you were crying

summer turned to winter and the snow turned into the rain
and the rain turned into tears upon your face
i hardly recognize the girl you are today
and God i hope it's not too late, hoo it's not too late

'cause you're not alone
i'm always there with you
and we'll get lost together
until the light comes pouring through
it;s when you feel like youre done
and the darkness had won
baby, you're not lost
when ypu're world has crashing down
and you cant bear the cross
i said, baby you're not lost

life cant show no mercy
it can tear your soul apart
it can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you're not
things have seemed to change
there's no one thing that's still the same
in my heart you have remined
and we can fly fly fly away

i said baby you're not lost
i said baby you're not lost
i said baby you're not lost
i said baby you're not lost

Instant Family

hahahaha hari ini walaupun hujan tapi bisa seneng2 bareng chelly and abang. hmm gue kangen IF yang dulu, yang selalu bareng2 dan ga misah2 kaya gini. aduuhh apalagio sekarang banyak banget kebohongan2 yang disembunyiin dr anggota IF, apalagi ttg masalah cwo, aduuhh padahal dulu sama sekali ga ada kebohongan2. hmm udah gitu semakin banyak aja anggota IF yang pimdah, pas gue masuk kemarem nenek udah pindah, knapa sih dadakan bgt??? padahal gue kan kangen ama dia. Tuhaann, kapan sih IF nemuin kebahagiaan kaya dulu lg, yang bisa seneng2 tanpa ada masalah. blm lagi masalah sama kk kelas, gue sampe bingung karna banyak bgt kk kelas yang gak suka sama gue n temen2 gue. padahal bikin genk juga nggak, IF tuh keluarga bukan genk. hmm udah gitu ADEK2 KELAS JAMAN SKARANG NYOLOT2 BGT, GUE AJA AMPE DIPLOTOTIN, taii laaahh hahahha tp biarlah anjing menggomggomg, IF tetap berlalu hehehe yaahh mungkin kalo mau menjadi orang yang baik harus ada cobaannya, dan mungkin ini cibaan yang harus anak IF jalanin buat saat ini. whatever you;re, i still love you INSTANT FAMILY :)

happy 1st anniversary

hahaha akhirnyaa gue udah setahunan sama nicho,yaahh awalnya emang gak kaya yang gue harepin, tapi hari itu emang special bangett ahahahha yaahh pertamanya dia emang kayak nyari gara2 gitu ke gue, dan bikin gue marah2, tp dia gagal gr2 gue marah beneran ama dia hahahha yaahh gpp deeh, dia bilang dia mau berusaha buat ga putus2 lg ama gue, yaaahh mudah2an aja bener, amiinn :)